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Johnna Lilye Xirena
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I've hit a major low point in my life.

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 7, 2012, 11:56 AM
To keep this short, I'm at a loss what to do with my life at this moment.
I'm feeling down and hopeless, pissed and lost.

I realized that most of this hell is something I've allowed myself to fall into.
But that doesn't make it any easier to deal with.
Especially when I'm having trouble seeing a way out of this.

I just...
I don't know.
I'm losing energy to fight this shit.

I need to get the fuck out of here.
I need to change this bullshit.

I just don't know how.

  • Mood: Steaming
  • Listening to: Emilie Autumn - Time For Tea
  • Drinking: Dr Pepper


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BurlesqueZombie Jun 2, 2012  Professional Writer
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Renee-Moonveil Sep 2, 2011  Student Digital Artist
thx for the fav
BurlesqueZombie Sep 2, 2011  Professional Writer
You're welcome!

And thank you for faving Bestest Party. =D
Renee-Moonveil Sep 2, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the Add. ;) Loves You!!!
BurlesqueZombie Aug 27, 2011  Professional Writer
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BurlesqueZombie Aug 27, 2011  Professional Writer
Awwww. Consider it sent back!! <3 <3 <3 HUGS!!!
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