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I've hit a major low point in my life.

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 7, 2012, 11:56 AM
To keep this short, I'm at a loss what to do with my life at this moment.
I'm feeling down and hopeless, pissed and lost.

I realized that most of this hell is something I've allowed myself to fall into.
But that doesn't make it any easier to deal with.
Especially when I'm having trouble seeing a way out of this.

I just...
I don't know.
I'm losing energy to fight this shit.

I need to get the fuck out of here.
I need to change this bullshit.

I just don't know how.

  • Listening to: Emilie Autumn - Time For Tea
  • Drinking: Dr Pepper
Chronx6 Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2012
Well if whats bothering you is a loss of what to do with life...then I'd say stop, think about what you like doing, and then figure out how to do that for a living and spend time doing it. Maybe it means moving. Maybe it means going to school or throwing time into something and then just putting your feet on the ground showing as many people as possible until it gets you somewhere.
BurlesqueZombie Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2012  Professional Writer
It's more than a loss of what to do with life. I know what I like doing and I do it. Unfortunately it's not something that can pay my bills just yet. I would move. Or return to school, but I don't have the money to do either. I don't have the money to keep a roof over my own head. The only thing that is keeping me from giving up completely is my writing. I write as much as I can, share as much as I can...

It's just hard to keep strength up.
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