Journal Entry: Tue Aug 7, 2012, 11:56 AM
To keep this short, I'm at a loss what to do with my life at this moment.
I'm feeling down and hopeless, pissed and lost.
I realized that most of this hell is something I've allowed myself to fall into.
But that doesn't make it any easier to deal with.
Especially when I'm having trouble seeing a way out of this.
I don't know.
I'm losing energy to fight this shit.
I need to get the fuck out of here.
I need to change this bullshit.
I just don't know how.
Listening to: Emilie Autumn - Time For Tea
Drinking: Dr Pepper